Friday, May 22, 2009

May 22,

Two friends of mine sent me the same email on the same day...pretty was after weeks of asking God to calm my fears about the treatment I may be going through here shortly for Lyme Disease and for confirmation that I am on the right road for answers. Both were answered through that email and what happened shortly after.
I read through the article thanking God for sweet thoughtful friends, for the mindblowing info, and for his continual faithfulness to meet me exactly where I am. This is an example of how He touches me so deeply and so personally I continued to read, I happened to glance at a picture of the Dr. who had put the info together and at the same time the thought crossed my mind..."Man, God it would be great if I could actually talk to a guy like this!" and instantly we saw his contact info. Of course my next thought was..."yeah, maybe we'll hear from him in 2 years if we're lucky!" Decided to contact him anyway....within 45 min. he returned the email and we began to correspond. (yep, my jaw dropped too!haha) Long story short...I am meeting with him and some others tomorrow afternoon.
Don't know what will come of it...but I do know, it's at these moments I really don't care. I am more enamored with my Savior and his love for me. That He cares enough about this whiner to calm me once again and reassure me that He has everything under control and that He CAN be trusted ...even when the uncertain storm rages around me.
So I continue to pray (beg mostly!:)...God, help me to remember your promises..especially when my memory has no "stickiness" to it anymore! and of course He leads me to this....

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in you do, and he will show you which path to take." Proverbs: 3:5-6


  1. Isn't our God Great! Tammy - I pray for you everyday and I know God is with you every step of this journey! Love you!

  2. My uncle died from MS two summers ago. Altho it was painful for us to watch his health decline, it was amazing to see his faith grow & grow until he finally just went home to be with His Heavenly Father.
    I will keep praying for you, for your family and for the doctors as they pursue the Lyme's research.
    Much love!